We all have it. That voice in our head that guides us like a wise travel companion helping us navigate life’s journey.
The voice in MY head has always told me I can do anything, she tells me I am amazing and that I am so very loved.
The voice in my head always lovingly calls me pretty girl, always wants me to be happy and has always made sure I was never ever alone.
The voice in my head guides me with wise words, helps soothe my fears and she banishes my doubts.
The voice in my head also tells me to work very hard but play harder and she wholeheartedly encourages all my crazy, exotic adventures, my ridiculous love of fast cars and reminds me to be silly and impulsive.
The voice in my head has a beautiful, New England accent.
And I am so very sad because now I will only hear her wonderful, gentle and loving voice IN my head.
But I also know the voice in my head will never leave me. And though my heart is shattered I just have to close my eyes to hear my most perfect mother say… Everything is going to be alright. Take care of Daddy. I love you, pretty girl.
*As I read it January 8, 2020 at my Mother’s funeral.
Love, me
Beautifully written Kathleen. Her voice no doubt will continue to guide you through life and always be there with you. ❤️